"My Color", a memoir by Pamela Eugenia

Navigating the complexities of identity, a young girl confronts the challenges of race and belonging, ultimately discovering self-love and acceptance in a world that often demands conformity, revealing the beauty of her unique heritage and inner strength.

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In My Color, Pamela's journey begins as an adopted child raised on a Kansas farm, where innocence meets the harsh realities of racial identity. A single moment in school shatters her world when a classmate uses a racial slur, igniting a quest for understanding her place in a society that sees her differently. With her mother's words, "We are raising you White", echoing in her mind, Pamela grapples with her identity, feeling the weight of expectations to conform while knowing her true self is more complex.

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As she navigates her childhood, Pamela experiences the sting of prejudice and bias, feeling like a black bean in a bowl of rice. This metaphor captures her struggle to fit in while embracing her heritage. Through her reflections, she uncovers the stories of her ancestors, learning to appreciate the richness of her background.

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Pamela's journey is one of resilience, as she confronts the internal conflict of wanting to belong while honoring her true identity. Ultimately, My Color is a powerful memoir about self-discovery, gratitude, and the transformative power of embracing one's true self in a world that often demands conformity.